Whatever I do,
I’ve to live up to OTHER people’s expectations.
And live according to how others want me to.
Because no one has ever asked how I would want to live my own life.
Because no one has ever try to understand how I’m feeling.
No one.
And no one will ever will.
This post has taken me forever to do up man.. Anyway, it was a random sunday where me and andy went kite flying at Marina Barrage! I still remembered i was super worried that it might rain that day, but PHEW! It did not!
So anyway, i guess most of you would hav already seen these pictures on fb, but well, since it has been some time since i did up a picture post, so yep, pictures ahead! =)
Me, with my super cute kite and a damn round face! =(
Andy, looking like a proud father! HAHA.
Well, our ‘baby’ did us proud! We were one of the lucky few who got our kite up and flying within the the first few attempts! =))
Up up up!
But down. =((
Finally things are looking gd!
YAY!
That pretty much summed up our first kite flying experience together!! =)
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Happy 2 years anniversary baby! These 2 years hasn’t been easy for both of us, with frequent quarrels and fights many months back.. But i’m proud and glad to say that, i’m glad at that time, we both did not give up on this very much cherished relationship.
So thanks andy, for being my bf, my best friend and the best listener i can ever have (this fellow can actually tolerate me whining and complaining over an hour about the SAME issue. HAHA!).
Done by: My dearest Andy! =)
Super sweet cos I know he’s not the i’ll-make-you-a-card kind of guy. Thanks baby love! =)))))) Its one of the best present I ever received!
Tonight’s another sleepless night.
Sorry for the lack of updates! Was really busy the past few weeks becos of exams, and its FINALLY OVER! Actually it was over for me on thursday, but andy’s last paper was on saturday, so yep.. He can finally enjoy with me! =)
I didn’t had the chance to thank u guys for all the bday wishes and presents i received back on the 28th. So would like to take this chance here to tell EVERYONE THANK YOU VERY MUCH for all the lovely wishes and pressies, especially my dearest gfs, gavin and andy for dropping by at 12am to bring the bday celebration to me! That was really a lovely surprise, and it really scared the shit out of me! LOL. But still, that was really one of the most memorable bday surpise i ever had! =) So thank you once again! Looking forward to Mence’s bday celebration next! =)
All these stuff apart, there were other personal stuff which occurred during this period of time. And i’m thankful for all who have been there, showing me concern and letting me know that i’m never alone. Thank you for making me feel so blessed and loved. I’ll be fine, and i’ll be strong too.
To Andy especially, thank you for always being there for me. During the entire exam period, u were the one who was holding my hand, encouraging me not to give up and for being there whenever i broke down. Even though we’re now both pursuing different minor courses, u stayed up with me till 4am to mug, knowing that i’ll definitely fail without ur presence. And for all the comfort and patience u’ve shown me this whole month, it made me further believe that we’re meant to be. Because like a piece of missing jigsaw puzzle, u complete me and I’m nothing without you. Although u’re aware of it, u’ve never taken advantage of this fact, instead, working even harder to show me that u love me. Thank you my love, thank you for just being there.
I’m officially 21 in melbourne, cos its3 hours ahead of Singpore time over at aussie.
And i received ben’s bday wishes from melbourne! Super touched, cos i’ve been so busy with exam preparations that i almost forgot i’m turning 21 midnight today..
So thank u very much ben the banana! If u see this, pls tell kelly i miss her and her infectious laughter! =) And u ben! U and ur noisy weird language, pls be back soon cos all of us miss u! Be safe and mug hard!
I’ve never been so stressed since my A levels days.
I’m so stressed that words can’t describe the helplessness i’m feeling everyday.
Besides andy and olivia ong’s songs on youtube to accompany me during my mugging sessions,
I’m pretty much alone,
To face the unbearable stress.
Sigh.
Life.. Whats the meaning to it?
My items of lust! A must-have in my future home, but that is if the flat’s big enough. HDB flats these days are too ex and too small. Boo!
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WALK-IN WARDROBES!!! SCREAMS! Yep, though i dun have much clothes (or at least i think so), but i still need a really huge closet for my BAGS and maybe shoes too! Cos i totally love bags, and when i’m out to work next year, i can foresee myself going crazy over bags!
Andy’s and my personal favourite! =)
Besides a walk-in wardrobe, i want a big bed..
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Omg, dun u wanna slp in this gigantic bed?!
And swim in this enormous bathtub?!
Drools drools!
P.S: No, i’m not getting a house with andy. Yet. =)
Definitely one of the best songs used in the SATC series.
Sade: By Your Side
You think I’d leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I’d leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn’t do that
I’ll do you right when your wrong
I—–ohhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me
oh, when your cold
I’ll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can’t get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can’t get back again
I will find you darling I’ll bring you home
If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you’ll be fine
You think I’d leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I’d leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn’t do that
I’ll do you right when your wrong
I—–I, ohhhh, ohhh
If only you could see into me
Oh when your cold
I’ll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I’l be there by your side baby
