Cos i’m not as strong as what u think.

Sorry for the lack of updates! Was really busy the past few weeks becos of exams, and its FINALLY OVER! Actually it was over for me on thursday, but andy’s last paper was on saturday, so yep.. He can finally enjoy with me! =)

I didn’t had the chance to thank u guys for all the bday wishes and presents i received back on the 28th. So would like to take this chance here to tell EVERYONE THANK YOU VERY MUCH for all the lovely wishes and pressies, especially my dearest gfs, gavin and andy for dropping by at 12am to bring the bday celebration to me! That was really a lovely surprise, and it really scared the shit out of me! LOL. But still, that was really one of the most memorable bday surpise i ever had! =) So thank you once again! Looking forward  to Mence’s bday celebration next! =)

All these stuff apart, there were other personal stuff which occurred during this period of time. And i’m thankful for all who have been there, showing me concern and letting me know that i’m never alone. Thank you for making me feel so blessed and loved. I’ll be fine, and i’ll be strong too.

To Andy especially, thank you for always being there for me. During the entire exam period, u were the one who was holding my hand, encouraging me not to give up and for being there whenever i broke down. Even though we’re now both pursuing different minor courses, u stayed up with me till 4am to mug, knowing that i’ll definitely fail without ur presence. And for all the comfort and patience u’ve shown me this whole month, it made me further believe that we’re meant to be. Because like a piece of missing jigsaw puzzle, u complete me and I’m nothing without you. Although u’re aware of it, u’ve never taken advantage of this fact, instead, working even harder to show me that u love me. Thank you my love, thank you for just being there.

Wishes from Melbourne!

I’m officially 21 in melbourne, cos its3 hours ahead of Singpore time over at aussie.

And i received ben’s bday wishes from melbourne! Super touched, cos i’ve been so busy with exam preparations that i almost forgot i’m turning 21 midnight today..

So thank u very much ben the banana! If u see this, pls tell kelly i miss her and her infectious laughter! =) And u ben! U and ur noisy weird language, pls be back soon cos all of us miss u! Be safe and mug hard!

I’ve never been so stressed since my A levels days.

I’m so stressed that words can’t describe the helplessness i’m feeling everyday.

Besides andy and olivia ong’s songs on youtube to accompany me during my mugging sessions,

I’m pretty much alone,

To face the  unbearable stress.

Sigh.

Life.. Whats the meaning to it?

Ooohh!

My items of lust! A must-have in my future home, but that is if the flat’s big enough. HDB flats these days are too ex and too small. Boo!

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WALK-IN WARDROBES!!! SCREAMS! Yep, though i dun have much clothes (or at least i think so), but i still need a really huge closet for my BAGS and maybe shoes too! Cos i totally love bags, and when i’m out to work next year, i can foresee myself going crazy over bags!

Andy’s and my personal favourite! =)

Besides a walk-in wardrobe, i want a big bed..

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Omg, dun u wanna slp in this gigantic bed?!

And swim in this enormous bathtub?!

Drools drools!

P.S: No, i’m not getting a house with andy. Yet. =)

痛到最痛, 就不会再痛了。

By Your Side.

Definitely one of the best songs used in the SATC series.

Sade: By Your Side

You think I’d leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I’d leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn’t do that

I’ll do you right when your wrong
I—–ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

oh, when your cold
I’ll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can’t get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can’t get back again
I will find you darling I’ll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you’ll be fine

You think I’d leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I’d leave you down when your down on your kness
I wouldn’t do that

I’ll do you right when your wrong
I—–I, ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

Oh when your cold
I’ll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I’l be there by your side baby

Awesome!

Before the hardcore mugging begins, andy and me decided to go on an awesome date today!! =)

We went to shokudo for dinner before heading to the movies- Cloudy with a chance of Meatballs! The show was not bad, had its funny bits and touching moments too! Our first time catching a movie in 3D and it was pretty good! =)

Yummy!! =)

Haha, i see so many smiley faces in this post! Thats becos i really enjoyed myself today, thanks for the awesome date today baby!

What is Happy to You?

I read this from muiting’s blog and found myself smiling after reading it. So.. I’m gonna do up my own Happy list too! =)

1. Happy is when the whole family sits together to watch and laugh together at a tv program.
2. Happy is when i feel good after every gym session.
3. Happy is when andy tells me gd night and says that he loves me every night before we go to bed.
4. Happy is when i gather all my friends, doing nothing but chilling.
5. Happy is when a close friend confides in me.
6. Happy is when i get to satisfy my food cravings!
7. Happy is receiving encouragement and support from my dearies.
8. Happy is when i can speak my mind.
9. Happy is when i read my friends’ blogs and know that they’re all happy.
10. Happy is drinking a can of mad cold beer after working out.
11. Happy is coming home late at night and finding out that the whole family’s up too.
12. Happy is crying out loud when I’m really upset and not suppressing my emotions.
13. Happy is counting down to holidays.
14. Happy is taking a nice hot shower after a long tiring day.
15. Happy is receiving updates via facebook from friends who are studying overseas!
16. Happy is when andy and me sing together in the car.
17. Happy is making plans to travel the world.
18. Happy is hearing a romantic love song on the radio and making a mental note to include it as a wedding song.
19. Happy is just being contented.

Its so easy to fall in love,

But its so hard to stay in love.

These 2 months got me thinking about so much.

All the heartaches, all the tears, and all the times my heart is broken again and again; are making me so tired of everything…

 

 

Whatever happened to us baby?

I need a BIG HUG. And maybe a WET KISS too!

Just when i thought that i’m all alone,

Going through all kinds of nonsense,

U came to me, and offered me so much comfort.

Even such a simple gesture such as telling me that u miss me can bring me to the top of the world.

And i just wanna shout it out to the whole wide world that i love you.

Thanks baby, u’re my pillar of strength. =)